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[forgottenfrozenfloe]

Journal Post
I'm beginning to wonder if there's something wrong with me. As a person, I mean.

And I keep wanting to go back to those facilities.

Event Post
::So you can find Koyo standing near a cliff on the island overlooking the ocean.

Or you can find him in the city with a bag, standing near a temple or shrine.::

Comments

[the_ebbandflow]

I don't think there's anything wrong with wanting to go back to those places. I think they're fine, long as you're not dueling there.

Since wrong moves with that lead to vaporization.

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

Oh no. That's not the problem.

I just have a growing sense of wanderlust.

The problem's something more personal.

[the_ebbandflow]

Hnmm...

Though, I guess wandering off now might not be the smartest of choices, huh.

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

It would. But I feel so eager to do it.

[Private to Kai]

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

I feel no physical attraction to women, and it bothers me.

That's the personal problem.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[the_ebbandflow]

...

Is there anyone you feel attracted to, as a query?

Re: [Private to Kai]

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

No. Not even men. Girls. Guys. Nothing.

Like, I find 'concepts' arousing, but I find no one interesting.

I'm able to form friendships, but.

I feel like I'm broken, as there's no girls I want to be with. Form a relationship with.

I guess being with our aunt and uncle messed me up in the head worse than I though.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

Or getting turned into a Barian messed me up.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[the_ebbandflow]

I guess it sorta depends.

Did you feel attracted to anyone at all before all this happened, or can you not remember?

I mean, if it messed you up, it'd make sense at all, but it's good to know if it's actually. The actual reason.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

No. I've never felt attraction.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[the_ebbandflow]

... well.

Either the aunt and uncle you ended up with screwed you up more than we thought.

Or it's just. How you are? I think that's kinda a thing for some folks. Not being attracted to people.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

I refuse to believe that I could be that misanthropic that I'm not interested or attracted to anyone.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[the_ebbandflow]

Much as it'd be almost comical, I don't think it's that. It's just a thing, I think.

Re: [Private to Kai]

[forgottenfrozenfloe]

I don't want it to be a thing.

It means I'm even more broken than I already am.